'cause we got it going on
Thursday, May 08, 2008
{ 1:05 PM }
Woah okay it's been 18 days since I last blogged. Mid-years ended yesterday and I AM SUPPOSED TO NOT have school till next Monday cause they're marking days but friday's taken up for classroom cleaning and weird activities and monday's career day. Crap. I can't believe I'm stoning at home, watching anime and ignoring my mother's incessant nagging on a holiday. Yes I know I'm wasting time, but I can't bring mself to do anything constructive; I just don't have the mood. F*ck there's still english expository on the last day of school. ): I really need to do something about it. What a joy killer. All my grades and sports are screwed. What else can I say? This messed up half a year isn't exactly leaving me in a position where I can laugh everything off and "look on the bright side of life" time after time. Everytime I try to make a comeback, it gets worse. I never seem to be able to get it right.I give up. I hate this, like totally.To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here