Monday, October 16, 2006
 { 5:59 PM }
 
             Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
 
Chorus:How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
 got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
 
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me 
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
 
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
 
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run 
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
 
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
"Good things certainly have a way of falling apart."
What a way to end a composition.
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Where were you when i needed you the most? 
It's overpowering me.
I am barely clinging onto dear life.
Where were you? 
I am just so tired. 
Quit playing the game for two. 
You stole my heart and ran away,
leaving my tears to fall like rain.
I didn't wish to bring up past memories but..
I simply just LOVED you.
Don't you understand? 
The blurred image of you,
flicker in my mind everytime i hear this song.
Look at the scars (literally and figuratively).
I'm only tirteen and yet, 
time has showed mercy.
It made me wait.
A year, two years, three years, four years?
Don't let it become eternity.
My patience has it's limits..
You changed my perspective of you. 
Get out of my life.
No, how could I 
have become so harsh?
Turn back boy, 
and let's start all over again.
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I have no idea what i am saying. =.=" It's just how i feel.