'cause we got it going on
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
{ 3:45 PM }
It just suddenly came to me, though i wasn't sure how.
HISTORY can really take my life away... I HAVE GOT TO...Let those silent screams in my mind out.Nobody hears them, except me.Nobody hates history, except me.My poor ears. My poor brain.My old carefree self has disappeared,my smile is for once GONE.This is the last chance.Just a C, please?Another F and POOF! i'd be screwed. RANT RANT RANT RANT.The tang dynasty is driving me wild.I know to those people out therewith very high intellect,it is merely 4 aspects.DEFENCEECONOMICCULTURAL DEVELOPMENT and of course, POLITICAL.Now now, can anyone just elighten me?What's with the dead emperors?Why study them when they are buried deep beneath?History made me worriedfor my languages (yesterday and today).Oh no! My writing, it's all in a mess.I sowed the seed, I get the fruit.If only teachers had perfect eyesight.Would then not need me to WRITE BIGGER.To me, it's already BIG.If only teachers had a historian's brain.Would then not need me to wrte legiblly.They can go figure it out themselves.I'm not saying that my papers are that messy,I just hope that i would not get pennalised.A mark might just determine my fate.Passing and failing.You all ought to know that optimism does not necessary work.When you conceal your sadness,the effects are unpredictable.A false smile;I'd rather don't smile.A "false" subject;I'd rather don't study. Like, you know,who cares about the past when there is always the future?at least I don't.Be it you loving or hating me,I just want to shout it out loud."HISTORY CAN REALLY TAKE MY LIFE AWAY!!!..."